“But sometimes I would notice a shadow cross his face. True, like the shadow of a bird outside the window, it would quickly disappear” (Soseki 12)
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A man capable of love, or I should say rather a man who was by nature incapable of not loving; but a man who could not wholeheartedly accept the love of another--such a one was Sensei" (Soseki 12).
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"I was moved by your decision, albeit discourteous in expression, to grasp something that was alive in my soul (Soseki 129).
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"I felt often that he was purposely evasive: such was my feeling concerning our conversation that day." (Soseki 67)
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"It may not seem to you, but I have a very vindictive nature." - 65
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"He smiled wryly at the way I persisted in addressing him as 'Sensei', and I found myself explaining that it was my habit to so address my elders" (Soseki 7)
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"At the same time, I began to walk about the streets discontentedly, and to look around my room with a feeling the something was lacking in my life." (Pg. 8)
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“Thus, in a desperate desire to act, I boarded the Tokyo-bound train.” (Soseki 124)
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“I looked at the stains again, this time in daylight, and I marveled the power of human blood” (233)
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